I'm in college now and this feels like a great excuse to quit MMD.
I've been at it for over three goddamn years and I have jack shit to show for it. I've improved my editing to a level that I am legitimately proud of, but nobody seems to care but me. Yes it makes me angry. Yes it makes me feel like shit. Yes it sapped the fun.
I've tried to do this before. It's finally time for me to stop giving a shit about a community that gives no shits about me.